Surrender

Surrender

# Posted on Sunday, 15 November 2009 at 10:08 PM

You make me mellow

You make me mellow
Shaant Hacikyan

I can feel the rapid quakes of your body
Floating above the cloudy skies
I can touch your every heavy breathing [breath-taking]
I dream of the dreary mistakes you'll never let me make


I'm waiting for the doors to close
For the curtains to find another blind
The cursing of your waist
I go wild, I'll be wild with time


Your imagination drawing clean pictures in my mind
I can feel them floating above the skies
You make my green envy
Turn to mellow yellow and back again


You make me feel alright to be alive
It's not a matter of pride anymore
I'm a choice you'll never be able to hide
You're the bad habit i'll never mind


You're the cheapest toy in store
But you're the one I'll keep longing for
I can keep you locked in pretty spaces
And let you kill the painful spasms


Cause you make my eyes hollow
And the taste of your tears
Grows louder and louder
And i melt inside your sighs

I hear the moaning again
The way I love wasn't love about you.

# Posted on Tuesday, 08 September 2009 at 4:43 AM

Prude

Prude
Such innocent traits
Yet such a rage of obscene vision.
You're a drug, a plague.
You were created to act for pain.

You are emotionally impaired
My plastered heart can tell.
My broken wings and my torn limbs are the reflection of your touch.
Gentle, brisk and enrapturing fingers.
They delicately apply pressure to my throat
And forms small incisions in my flesh.
I can't choke.
The pleasure is mine to see you emote.

You are sin.

In the form of a man, a boy.
Thine feeble corpse yet strength in the form of love.
I succumb to your beauty.
Silky and dreary as I fall asleep...
This desire to make you scream spins out of control.



Then here you are.
Facing the walls
One by one blades and penes cut through my veins, my throat.
You indulge into.
You can't let yourself out.

You scream, my desire fulfilled.
I bleed your cum out as i lay dying.

I lost sight of why I was here in the first place.
The temptation lies in never knowing.
I've been layered and bended for your sake.
This feeling seems to never fade away.



I still feel the stench of your disdain all over my sickened bones and skin. You sure know how to throw a party.


He said he'd always keep me in his eyes.

# Posted on Tuesday, 08 September 2009 at 4:30 AM

Edited on Tuesday, 15 September 2009 at 9:13 PM

Accident

Accident
Show me your favourite colours, you are all I wanna wear.
You're my inspiration for disdain.

# Posted on Monday, 07 September 2009 at 6:09 PM

Edited on Tuesday, 08 September 2009 at 2:33 AM